Clear As Mud

by Open House

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released October 31, 2015

Open House is:
Gub Kayler - Guitar, Vocals
Devin Blair- Drums, Vocals (Bass, Trumpet)

All songs written by Open House
Guitar solo on Regrets by James Becca
Album Art by Gub Kayler
Mixed and mastered by Kyle O'Connell and Devin Blair
Influenced by past girlfriends and David Wallace


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Track Name: Fluent Sarcasm
I've seen the night.I've seen the night.
I've seen the night even when it was daytime.
I've seen the night. I've seen the night.
I've seen the night darken in your eyes.

I have seen the daytime I've seen the night
I have seen the devils behind your eyes
I've seen your smile and where it hides
I've seen the reason you want to die

You think too much before you speak, to me.
I think to much about how you speak, to me.
You think to much before you speak, to me.
This hesitation has made me impatient.
Track Name: Wishfulness
I over think my desires.
When I'm sober, I'm a liar.
I just really want her and she knows it.
I have goals that I've been meaning to accomplish
(and I know that I'll never accomplish them!)
I have problems that I've failed to acknowledge.
(I'll keep repeating the same mistakes over again!)
I want out so I can let you in,
but my window of opportunity has just confined me.
I'm getting older, I'm getting wiser.
I see no point in trying, I'm getting tired.
I was a bad seed that was planted
and grew up to a bad apple that noone would eat
When bad apples don't get eaten they become rotten
and thrown away. I'm trash.
Adolescence, No bliss in ignorance.
Calm my nerves, ease the tension.
Dear Depression,
I will never learn my lesson.
Track Name: Regrets
It's always the same old story, all guts and still no glory.
You put in everything you had, and now you'll never get it back.
That's just how it works sometimes, but you can try while you still have time.
I'm not making any guarantees, but you'll still some dignity
You'll always have what I gave you, even after what you put me through.
a glimmer a hope that you're not alone
It's hard truth but you really are. Because things only go so far.
Then they're all left behind. All regrets with a bad state of mind.


With closed eyes, life flashing by, I try my best to hide my demise
Everybody wants something out of life, Nobody gets the prize.

I'm sitting here asking why, why was i always denied.
Then I think that's just how it is. How it was and always will be.

The future's terrifying, and I know there's no denying
Who I am, and what I'll become.

The light is getting clearer, but is death approaching nearer?
Is there any superhero to fight the monster in the mirror?

If i could go back in time, I'd make everything right with you.
Now I can only say goodbye to you.
Track Name: Directions
Life flies by. I'm running out of time. My fountain of youth has been sucked dry. There's only a few sips left at this point. Where's my motivation? I keep on heading in wrong directions.
Soon I'll be on my own, kicked out of my home. Forced to get a job, economic slob. Spend my money on depressants to avoid the depression. Yeah, I get the message. That's the direction that I'm headin' in. It's just a stage. I'm trapped in a maze. It's just a phase, things they will change. It just takes steps. A little at a time. Convincing myself that everything's fine

Stuck again in an unlocked room I could leave at any time, but we know that's not true. Holding my mistakes over my head, I really wish I was already dead.

Where's my motivation? I keep on headin' in wrong directions.

I see my friends moving in different directions
while I'm stuck in this town with no intentions
I NEED TO GO I NEED TO LIVE
smothered in hatred with nothing to give
MY BODY IS EMPTY WANTING TO LET GO
of all of these feelings that bother me so
I've failed all my life. Is it already over?
DRUNK OFF THIS FAILURE AND I CAN'T GET SOBER
I WANT TO GO I WANT TO LEAVE
BUT ALL OF THIS IS CRUSHING ME
PLEASE LET ME GO JUST LET ME LEAVE
I'LL DO BETTER JUST LET ME BE
ALL MY LIFE I JUST WANTED TO LIVE
BUT ALL OF YOUR HATE KEEPS CRUSHING IT
SO LET ME GO
LET ME LEAVE
I'M OVER THIS
AND YOU'RE DONE WITH ME

I could've gone any way in life so why did I choose this one?
I almost felt completely fine before it all begun.
I guess it's just growing up, a part of life.
But growing up brings growing pains, and now I'm shutting down
Track Name: Good and Evil
We've all been brainwashed.
Our heads have been filled
with what people decided
is good and evil.
Can anyone really define what is love?
When we all just want to be fucked and get fucked up.
Can anyone really tell me what is love?
When we all just want to be fucked and get fucked up.
We were all born just to die.
Why do we even bother? Why do we even try?
I'm alone all the time. I'm depressed all the time.
Why do I even bother? Why do I even try?
Track Name: Wishfulness (Acoustic)
I over think my desires.
When I'm sober, I'm a liar.
I just really want her and she knows it.
I have goals that I've been meaning to accomplish
(and I know that I'll never accomplish them!)
I have problems that I've failed to acknowledge.
(I'll keep repeating the same mistakes over again!)
I want out so I can let you in,
but my window of opportunity has just confined me.
I'm getting older, I'm getting wiser.
I see no point in trying, I'm getting tired.
I was a bad seed that was planted
and grew up to a bad apple that noone would eat
When bad apples don't get eaten they become rotten
and thrown away. I'm trash.
Adolescence, No bliss in ignorance.
Calm my nerves, ease the tension.
Dear Depression,
I will never learn my lesson.